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Old May 11, 2012, 11:33 AM
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Originally Posted by Illegal Toilet View Post
Hi, I felt very embarassed today, and looking through my life it's just been one massive embarassment after another, so I wanted to see if I was alone in this or not.

Obviously I'm not saying I'm the only person to get embarassed ever, but I think I would be top of the tree in total embarassing incidents, or scale of embarassment, etc.

So tell me your stories.

For example, one day at a family get together I 'rapped' along to this rap song that was on the radio. It was harder than I thought it would be, because I don't normally put a lot of emotion or volume in my voice because I am shy, so it was kind of a half-effort, and this one girl looked at me like i was nuts.

Discuss.
I do stuff like this all the time. People seriously must think I am crazy. I am not really one to start rapping, but I just say things that I think will be witty or funny and it ends up being a super awkward silence afterwards. I can't think of specific things that I do, but I am just a silly person at heart. I really can't be myself around others and be accepted (at least the way I do). It really only takes me a few minutes of talking to a person for me to just let my guard down and I kick myself after I do normally, because the things I say would only be okay to say around a close friend, if that makes sense. I have a very strong personality, and a lot of people can't handle it. I don't think I'm describing any of this very well here either...