I am new to this site, for this is the last resort. Hmmm where to start... well.... I found out that my boyfriend slept with my sister 2 yrs ago on my birthday.I found out four months ago. We have been dating for 3 years, and have two beautiful children together. I feel low all the time. My boyfriend had remorse for the first couple days that I found out.. told me he would see a therapist and work on us. That didnt last long at all. I cant talk to him the same, I cant look at him the same. I feel worthless. He doesnt make make me feel as I am loved either. I hate living like this! Walk around the house like a robot...tend to the kids..clean..wash clothes....DEPRESSED! He doesnt even look at me! Im stuck. I have got the two kids, no job, going to school full time. I would leave him, but then I would have nothing. Sometimes I just want to scream on the top of my lungs because I am soo upset, but nobody even hears me. I am worried that he is going to think its ok to keep cheating on me, and he wouldnt even tell me. I dont know what to do, I want to be happy...and I think he think he takes me for granted that I will never leave him because I finacially dependent on him.. What can I do?