My feelings are starting to turn into a lot of anger. I've been fighting myself and battling myself not to do anything stupid, I haven't been fully successful. I'm not letting my feelings out, I just don't know how to just do that and its starting to turn into a lot of anger, I'm constantly looking for a fight, and to top it off I'm so just... Ugh! I don't even know. I'm just so numb and angry I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling I can't identify it all....