Sorry. I'm feeling a big mixture of rage and overwhelming sadness; it's all part of the depression. It sucks when I have to try to be "normal" at work...

There really isn't someone out there like that. I'm a healthcare worker so maybe one could say that my patients need me but it's not the same. I'm kind of tapped out as far as that is concerned. My "love tank" is empty. Everyone needs a refill at some point. I haven't had someone tell me they loved me (and mean it) in several years.