I hate everything. I have to sell my house because of BofA, the realtor just told me that he wants to list it lower than I want. My husband is great just doesn't do anything. He doesn't work. He doesnt' take much responsibility but I love him. I feel constantly over-whelmed by life. I don't get much help, I take on a bunch of stuff. Everyday, I think about how much I hate my life and I don't know what to do about it. My friends and family think I am happy because I cover it all up. I told my one friend the other day that I cry every day and she was shocked! She said that I always look happy, its all a lie! How do I figure out how to make things better. I love my husband and my kids, I just hate my life. I need help so bad and I don't know who to turn to. I hate talking with friends and family because then they look at you differently. I just don't know how to make things better! I need someone to coach me and help me through getting my life better. Is there any one out there to help me??? I need like a life coach. Someone to talk to or vent to. I am not sure how this sight works, I have never posted on a forum. Just trying new things.

Thanks!