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Originally Posted by misskeena
Sorry. I'm feeling a big mixture of rage and overwhelming sadness; it's all part of the depression. It sucks when I have to try to be "normal" at work...
There really isn't someone out there like that. I'm a healthcare worker so maybe one could say that my patients need me but it's not the same. I'm kind of tapped out as far as that is concerned. My "love tank" is empty. Everyone needs a refill at some point. I haven't had someone tell me they loved me (and mean it) in several years.
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I know depression does suck. I also hate having to "put on that happy face". Sometimes I wish we could just print our true feelings on a T-shirt and wear it. One time I was at the drugstore and there was a lady in front of me. The cashier asked the standard "how are you?" and the lady said "I am so lonely". I never forgot that...
As for finding someone who will really care, I know many of us are in the same boat. Please don't give up hope.
