[quote=ImMentallyILL;2350019]Dissociation is hell and ruined my life so I know why you have anger. I said things I didn't mean while dissociating that made people avoid me and want nothing to do with me. My dissociation has gotten so bad that days go by and I don't know what happened. People have to tell me things I did and I react in shock.

The people who caused our dissociation are living their happy lives and get away with ruining our lives. I wish I could put the people responsible for this in my own version of saw like the movie, but no one survives and they all die Thanks I'm glad I'm not the only one that wants to rip off their faces with my bare hands...I also wonder how their lives are while we are in therapy and my d.i.d was deliberately caused by the cult people....so I would not ever remember...they used programming on me....it makes me so pissed off but you know what I am starting to remember and I am talking about it...I AM HEALING....so in your face you stupid cult people!!!!