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Originally Posted by likewater
((((Such is life))) ((((i'm mentally ill))) i've imagined ripping their heads off. I have VERY violent fantasies. I could release all that rage and defend myself now the way i couldn't then. Usually there is no gun, no weapon. I want the satisfaction of killing them with my
bare hands. But sadly i do know this, they AREN'T living happy comfortable lives. They preyed on us because they are sick. It's not an excuse , but i KNOW their minds and souls and spririts arent happy, joyful and at peace. In my mom's case , she is severely sick. She is a special case. She has paranoid schizophenia. My pdoc says people with this dx are rarely homicidal or violent. My mom is just one of the few. For her i have a lot of pity mixed with the rage. She held me while her bfriend sa' d me and she also commited sa. Her creepy bfriends i have less pity for, but in my mind, i know their minds had to have been broken as well. Hugs to you (
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((((likewater))))))

and ((((i'm mentaly ill))))

I am sorry that you guys were hurt by creeps and sick twisted sicko's ; The more I am remembering the madder I get ....the sick twisted things they did and made me do...and the
deliberate cause of my d.i.d and they used and
are enforcing programming.....come on really????? Well like I told "i'm mentaly ill"... I am remembering and to hell with them I am
talking and
telling a trained t what was done..... hahahahah to you ***** holes I do feel better getting this anger out now because when we were little we could not express this anger... we could not fight back, no one was there to protect us I think maybe I am getting healthy because I can state and share my anger here
where it and I am safe where I am
understood,
believed,validated, and listened too...Thank you likewater,and i'm mentaly ill.. thank you for letting me vent to scream out loud to get really angry....I needed this release Okay you guys have a great Friday hugs and thanks for listening to me
Kim et all