I'm losing interest in absolutely everything again. I feel uninspired and can't find the point to anything. Im so sick of this crap. Everytime things feel like they are falling into place something slaps me in the face. I'm tired of laying here....rar! I don't get me at all. And i would love to see a therapist if only my health insurance was not so up in the damn air right now because of my job loss. I haven't received anything about COBRA yet and have no clue how it works and how much it will cost me. I really freaking hate having a bunch of unknowns and have no idea how to go about anything. I have had a lot of days where I just wanna throw, break or burn something. Fed up with stuff.