Maybe she's trying to build trust with you? If she flipped with your suicide plan before knowing you then she may completely lose any trust she could possibly ever have. It has taken almost a year for me to remotely trust my therapist and I have told her things to gauge her responses.None of my therapists have ever gave homework. I do assign my self a guided journal entry from a book I bought but it's not for her. It's to help my recovery from the things I recognize. She's supposed to help me with the things I do not recognize. If you don't think it's trust building then run as fast as you can to another therapist. If you have a pdoc I'd ask him/her. Sorry your having so much trouble.