It is really rough that the mix-up happened with your appointment this week. I definitely relate to that too, as last week, after a really, really rough week, I showed up for my apt and T didn't arrive. However I could hear loud laughing from her office. So I was there after the lowest of lows, claw-my-way-through the week, just made it...and T's obviously mixed up the times. It was a stark contrast, laughing, compared to the way I was feeling, along with knowing that I wasn't scheduled on top of that. It was quite an uncomfortable feeling.