I'm in a 5 year relationship in which I've been feeling unhappy lately. By accident recently I've met a person online who, I'm pretty sure, is my soulmate. The connection we had instantly, few experiences with dreams and just due to the fact we literally read each others minds. We haven't been talking for long at all and already I feel like I've known him since past life. All the things in common and ability to connect spiritually to another person is rare connection to find. I've had dreams about him since young age just never understood before. Problem is, I'm with a boyfriend of almost 6 years, and I do care, truly I don't think I love him or ever did. Also fact that my soulmate is far far away. United states and he's in uk. He has expressed his feelings towards me, he feels the same. The heart beats faster, almost out of breath, smile Everytime we talk, and every second I'm awake we can't stop thinking of each other, in our dreams we meet as well. I know this sounds almost crazy to an extent, but can't get rid of the facts and feelings. It upsets me knowing that I might never be able to meet him and right now stuck between a rock and hard place. Do I leave my partner I'm with now and attempt to meet my soulmate? Do I cut off contact with soulmate and save myself the heart break? I know if I do that I will be emotionally in pain, for he already told me he loves me. Or do I leave it as it is and see where it goes? How do I know for sure he's my soulmate? I've had a share of relationships and I have never felt like this towards anyone, feel complete. One thing that really made me think is my soulmates grandmother, only been talkin for little over a month with him and she told me that she's letting him go and that I'll be everything he ever wished and wanted, saying she's sending me a gift, her dead daughter's pendant. Apperetnly I deserve to wear it... Things are so clear but yet I'm so confused! Please help, in need of advise and opinions.
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