I have been going out with my g/f for a little over six months now...and I dunno how much longer it will run...if anyone can help me with how I can prevent us from breaking up, I would really appreciate it.

Things between my g/f and I...i don't know how to put it in one word. Our relationship has been the slowest thing i have ever seen. Basically, I think that she doesn't want to keep a relationship with me.

We live 6 miles apart, which is around a 10-minute drive, and we go to different schools. We are both in 10th grade(I know it is only high school but I know she is the one for me.). Even though we live so close to each other, on average we see(not exactly do something with) each other once every 2/3 weeks. We actually do something once every 3/4 weeks. Whenever we do something though, it is always out of the house. Sure it is good to go to the movies, but not when that is the only time i do something with her just about. I try as hard as I can everyday for us to do something together, but it never works out. Her family is always going to another family's place for dinner or having a family go over their house for dinner(but it's never ours...). She is in 4 honors classes and 4 clubs at school, so she seems to be very busy.

But a lot of things get to me. Last week I found out she doesn't like to do things with only one other person, or go to someone's house. I asked if that is partially why it has been 6 months and we only went to eachother's house once, and she said yes. But after knowing this, she talks about staying the night at a friend's house or having people go over her house to do stuff.

I noticed that a lot of this "irony(i guess you can say)" has been going on. There has been times before where she said she can do something, but ends up doing something else with friends. Like when she asked if I wanted to go to the movies, she later said she had to do something else and went with a friend of hers(girl). One time I was left hanging around an arcade where she said she would meet me(she ended up shopping with her mom). And she promised to see me this christmas...but she never did .

She says she loves me, most of the time, but I do not know if she means it. She knows that how little we see each other really gets me depressed(big time), or at least it should be obvious, but she never tries to get us to see each other anymore. It is only me making the effort. She doesn't talk to me about stuff much anymore either. She shares just as much info with friends and she does with me. Does she not trust me to keep something? She says she does.

The main thing that concerns me is that she doesn't know if she wants to be with me forever anymore. She said that our outcome is unpredictable. Is it possible to truly love someone if you do not even know if you want to be with them forever? I try to figure out what it is about me she doesn't like and I do get anywhere. It isn't because we are an interracial couple or of my family or of my personality, I don't think. Whenever I try to talk to her about this kind of stuff, she usually tries to change the subject or puts ... , I do not get it.

I've pretty much shown that we talk 95% of the time over the internet. If we saw eachother more than once every 3/4 weeks, we would talk in person also. And over the phone, we can't start a conversation, there is always something happening.

Is there anyway that I can make her change her obvious-views towards us? She is the one I love, she means everything to me. I have nothing to look foward for in life without her. If something were to happen to us, I would probably die of depression(I heard it's possible). She isn't a bad person(even though I probably made it seem like that :-\). What can I do to have her truly love me the way I love her?