I became so ashamed of my wounds that i switched my sleeping patterns. I tend to sleep from 7-8am untill 9-10pm and was awake all night. It means nobody wants to do stuff with me, and im ok with that. But at the same time, im missing out on the day. nothing happens at night. I have a massive anxiety/ fear about people out in public so i dont like doing much anyway so i didnt see it as a big deal that i never wanted to go anywhere, but my therapist is worried about the lengths im going to to hide it. these days i only leave my bed if i have to. and thats not how you want to end up.