Mentally Ill, that is not true.
It may have been hell for you but it has also been heaven for many people.
I dont know what kind of Drs you go to but the Drs I see are not like that.
There is no such thing as a perfect feeling, so if your trying to get that you will be disappointed.

Maybe some therapists are the way you say they are, but not all of them are like that. I know many of them who really do care and make helping people get better their life.

But I am sorry for your bad experience.