SEZZIE!!!!!!!!!!
Glad 2 c ur back, i was wondering where u were...anyway, i'm sorry ur not feeling too great right now, being there b4 myself, the weird thing i found with recovering from depression is that just as i descended straight down into depression, i came straight back up. it reality it didn't work like that, i know, it just seemed to. ..i'd come to a crossroads where i had to lose the depression b4 i lost myself...so u could be slowly improving, u just don't know it yet

Hang in there gurl i think ur doing really well!