((((cusack)))),

I have to be honest, my own foundation was shaky too. I suffered some CSA and the atmosphere around me consisted of a lot of arguing of my parents about my brother who was a challenge.

It has and still is taking me time to pull apart my past and see the truths and abuse and confusion and how I was affected in ways I had not realized. I have been in therapy working it all out. I have PTSD and it has been a challenge for me. But I am learning about it and working at it slowly. And my family doesn't understand WHAT PTSD means as well.

The healing process I am going through has to do with me and working with a therapist to sort my foundation out, to see the truths. If we are involved with family that doesn't understand/support us, it is important to find other sources where we DO get support. I have found a good therapist and have been slowly working on MY foundation problems. I have been learning a lot and am still working on it. It really is not something I can do all alone.

I am not going to be around this weekend so I cant add more right now.

(((Hugs)))
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