Gloomyday- i was. But i didnt mind it so much it was more like my choice like i couldnt handle laughter and fun. In grade 10 i was miserable being a loner effected me the most then, my friend told me to just go ahead and join ppl join conversations, just go and stick your head in. I didnt really do that but i did get a friend through trying to do it. Just go out there and slowly stick your head/ voice in the group you want to. Gluck, i know its really hard. Just try