Thank you, everyone! I am still struggling alone. Some days have been okay. I ended up not going on a ride that I planned on because it just seemed like too much stress. Found out that my sister and her hubbie probably also stole a really expensive saddle of mine that my dad was using as a decoration in his bedroom. They "don't know where it is." Really? You can misplace a highly decorated western pleasure saddle? And my T and I are still having this big disconnect. My friends in real life are super busy and so I'm somewhat isolated at this point. I may just have to be a big needy baby here for a while.