I am actually a transfer student. I had an extremely bad freshmen year and I think it just threw me off. I am now at a school that is a much better fit for me. The first semester of this year, I lived in the dorms and had a nice roommate. Unfortunately, she decided to move into an apartment with her best friend and I decided to just move home. I am very friendly with my peers and have met a lot of nice people but have difficulty turning those people into close friends. I have pretty severe trust issues and an extremely low self esteem, especially because my face, which was always clear throughout high school, has been broken out all year. I just can't connect with people and part of me doesn't even want to. On top of everything, I do not drink, which has definitely set me apart from the majority of college students I know. Please, anyone who has been through something similar or has any advice to give... help me out. I woke up this morning in a daze and I feel sick to my stomach because I'm just so alone.