Its been a while. Five or six weeks since I have been on. A lot has happened since then.
First off... I have had med increase after med increase. Lamictal. I am now on 100 Mg. Then I had problems with it shooting my elevation levels way up... and I discovered that I was also feeling paranoid and I was thinking rather delusional things, like I thought I knew what people were thinking or going to do. In retrospect, I only was only able to see this once I was feeling better on the lamictal. I had believed before that it was anxiety! Ugh. So now I am on ability. I had an issue going on it at first, but I was reassured that it was more than just an anti psychotic. It helps with mixed cycling so I really like that! Anyways, I am on day three of it, starting at the 2 Mg. And there is such a huge improvement! After tomorrow, I get to go completely off the clonidine for sleep and move up to the 5 Mg. Of abilify! I think that's end game then... the grueling trial and error finally over! I hope so anyways. So I have a question... does this mean after finding the right treatment plan that it will stay even, or should I say, I forget the right word, balanced? Or does the cycling come back?