Hi rainboots,

I'm sorry to hear you're struggling so much. It sounds like the pain of leaving your T, in addition to all of the monumental life changes you're going through, is so overwhelming. My heart goes out to you.

I've been on the meds roller coaster too, and it sucks big time. I'm glad you're in contact with your physician about weaning off of them safely. And I think it might be helpful to continue with experimenting. I totally get how awful it is. I've been through a dozen or so different med combinations and it can be so, so demoralizing. Same with being in therapy for an extended period of time. Both can also really make a difference though.

I wish you the best as you're gearing up for the different transitions you named. I moved across the country to attend grad school 8 years ago. It was difficult, but survivable.