I feel like I'm quite a mess right now. Everything's making me flip out. I'm constantly snapping at people. I feel just very agitated and annoyed. I really feel like a mess.

It's like I'm falling apart. I can't think straight. I can't stay calm. My anxiety is really high for the most part, too. My pdoc didn't give me anything for the anxiety today, either. I guess I just don't go anywhere or even do anything. I just can't do this anymore.

I wanna give up right now and crawl into a hole. I want to be alone...I don't want anyone near me. I don't want to be bothered by anyone.

I'd love to cut to just get rid of this feeling. I want to be free...