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May 12, 2012, 12:51 PM
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Member Since: Aug 2007
Location: within another world not seen. built and silenced behind a wall of fear based strength......
Posts: 12,715
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((((cypress dreams))))
I am sorry you have been through so much and that you feel so alone. I validate how you feel and I hope that you find encouragement and support here. I do hear you and yes, I cry more than once a day. I hide away and paint on a face for the world around me but when I am alone the tears fall without warning and at times at the drop of a hat.
Writing helps me to get it out but most of the time it is hard to see through the tears that fall. For so long I never cried, not real tears anyway, but it seems that as I have begun to face what I pushed away and blocked out for years, the tears were really there just being held back as it was never safe to cry or have any emotion. Sometimes the tears and emotions really scare me and I fear if anyone knows I will be in trouble.
Please keep reaching out and know that we are listening and care. You are not alone. Sending you gentle hugs if okay.
dps
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