Well lately I've been growing more depressed than I've ever felt, and anxiety is bringing out the worst in me. I live with my aunt, and though we've never really gotten along often, things have been worse for a number of reasons. I don't agree with most of what she says and does, and I'm only 15 so I don't have much of a voice.
When she vents to me about ME, it's crossing a line that I'm not comfortable with. Due to her opinions an loud mouth, I've been holding things in more and I've been bottling things up more often than not. I know that this is unhealthy, but I lost all of my best friends after a break up, and now the only person I really have left is my boyfriend of 6 months, and my therapist.
Even though I trust my boyfriend, he has problems of his own, and I'm sure we've all heard that you must help yourself to help someone else? Well putting my weight on his shoulders would make it harder on him to feel better as well.
From here, I don't really know what to do. Especially since my mentality isn't always a sunny day and my mind isn't stable either.
Sincerely,
KAITIE
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KAITIE
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