I feel just the right amount of messed up, to need therapy. I tried to survive without for so long. Well really, I didn't even know it was an option, or something that could help. Each appointment helps me with my life, so I know I can be helped. I also don't think I'd be okay without it yet. I definitely still need the help. I do relate to feeling like I don't deserve it. Particularly when I'm spending the money on myself. I worry that this could be used to help other family members with bills, in a way that I'm not able to at the moment. I also make really slow progress and I'm such hard work. So sometimes I feel like my lovely T shouldn't have to put up with me. I'm grateful that she does though!