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Originally Posted by jaypop30
I can wake up get ready for work and then finish out the day there. It may be have @!#ed but I can do it. Then when I come home to my family I want to shut down and go into a room alone so I can avoid family issues. when I do this I don't feel bad until it is brought to my attention by those I love. Does anyone else do this?
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I completely understand, jaypop. I feel sick everyday when I go to work. I teach and I like my job when I'm there, but the apprehension I feel each morning is awful. Then I get home, and I have nothing left to give. I can't function as Mom. I am quitting work next year and hope to find something part-time. We have my husband's salary, but it will be tough to give mine up. I need to put my family first in line, though, because I haven't been able to do this for quite a while. It is sad when my children ask for my husband first when one is sick.
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