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May 12, 2012, 11:41 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2010
Location: Michigan
Posts: 6,543
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Bless your heart. I must say that you're very mature for your young age. And you're very well spoken too!
It's very kind and mature of you to realize that your boyfriend is also having problems, so you don't "dump" on him right now. Most young girls/women would just plain let it all hang out and throw it right in his lap regardless -- without even thinking! I applaud you for being so considerate.
Are your parents available? Do you have insurance ? if you aren't alreadly seeing a counselor, you NEED to. Your depression is becoming too deep, and you need to get a handle on it before it gets out of hand. It CAN be controlled and even obliterated if taken care of early enough. So talk with your aunt. Tell her how you've been feeling. By telling her, it might even improve your relationship -- it might help her understand you a bit better. Then the two of you can figure out the best way to get you some counseling. But PLEASE talk to her about it, ok? You really need to see someone.
I wish you the very best. I KNOW that you'll be okay because you're reaching out for help, and that's a good sign.  Let us know what happens, will you? I'll keep looking for a response down the road. God bless you and please take care. Hugs, Lee
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