I feel like Andy is being quite selfish tonight. I mean he isn't thinking about what I may be going through at all. Instead he's more concerned with himself and his wants and desires. It's like he doesn't care how I'm feeling.

He had a fit when I didn't feel like kissing him tonight because I was so agitated and annoyed. It's always all about him. It's never about respecting me and my feelings.

I can't live like this when I'm being abused in such a way that I am made to feel like I'm the screw-up when it's not my fault! It's not my fault that he's not commpassionate or sympathetic enough or is willing to respect my boundaries.

I'm always the one that has to cater to him. I have to respect him but it's never a 2-way street. He says he respects me and all that, but he really doesn't when he gets so upset and then says in a cocky tone "well, I'll get out of your way so you can be alone."

I just want to tell him where to go so badly!