Hello & Welcome, Dragon2010!
I get the impression from your post that the experiences of your teenage years did not effectively prepare you for the independence challenges of the present. In that you are not alone, particularly in the current economic climate. But, on top of everything, you have depression -- or at least were treated for it, which makes everything more difficult.
You are attending a community college. Does it have a counseling center? Would it be possible for you to talk to a counselor there with an appreciation not only for the general challenges of students your age but also of your particular background -- the depression challenge included?
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...and don't what to do or what I want.
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Figuring out "what I want" logically precedes "what to do."
Please keep posting.
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