It's very startling when it happens, isn't it? I just got there this week 'cuz the meds kicked in.

Stay strong. Stay with the feeling - enjoy it, revel in it. Each time a hurtful thought or a doubt pops up, tell it NO! even if it's just a little one. That's the depression talking, but You're in control now. Don't let the downward spiral even get started.

Sounds good. It'd sure be sweet if it works.