I love one on one. Groups freak me out, but I do love being around the right kind of people, not just anyone. I'm pretty closed off from people physically and mentally. But it's definitely something I'm working on. I'm a lot more confident, even over the last few years. My self esteem is a lot better and I think that is the big factor for me. I had such a low self esteem and no confidence, I really hated being around people. But now it's alot better, I'm still picky about who I am around, but I think that's just instincts.
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