Dear Mom:

I can only imagine what hell you grew up in to make you wreck my childhood like you did ... I so wish we could have talked about it so it could maybe have helped you to begin healing too ... Now that you've passed away, I'm hoping you're finding the peace you didn't have in this life ...

Hopefully one day we can be together in the afterlife the way we were supposed to be together here in this life ... In the meantime I'm healing and recovering pretty good even though some things that got broken simply can't be fixed ...

But I'm learning to accept it for the most part, and am hoping that I may actually be able to forgive it all some day and move on ...

,
Pfrog