Its so sad to hear you are in so much pain
i hope you stay safe. Im sure things will get better for you... you just need to hang on. make your therapist believe you when you say the attention is doing more harm than good. be assertive. its YOUR life.
please stay safe!!
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LOKI

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"Fairy Tales do not tell Children the dragons exist, children know that dragons exist. Fairy tales tell children the dragons can be killed." - G.K. Chesterton.
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"Freedom is Life's one great lie." - Loki
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