Dear Mom,

You did alot and I appreciate everything you did do, I know you tried. But its the things you didn't do that hurt. I know it was never intentional. You were limited by your own sh** and still are. I have come to realize no matter how much I would like to change your life for you, to make it better, I can't. Only you can want and do that and you don't seem willing. I can never tell you the true extent of the pain you caused as I'm pretty sure it would crush you. I'm trying to work my own sh** out and I hope one day if you want, you will do the same. Until then I will try control my anger towards you.

Love,

Tkdgirl