It's not as bad as it could be RoamingMind. I mean, right now I have finals so I'm worried about that. But, it's a worry I'm familiar with, so I'm more ok with it. Definitely though, if I didn't have finals to slightly distract me, I would be a complete wreck over this situation. I would feel nauseous and anxious every morning until it were resolved.

What makes it worse is when people start lamenting on the negatives. What if she's lying? What if she wasn't in your life? What if she rejects the letter? Because I'm such a pessimist, of course I would focus on the negatives, especially if people keep mentioning them.

That's why I need people to tell me about the positives in a situation. To reassure me that everything's going to be alright. But it puts a strain on my relationships if I keep asking people over and over.

And don't worry, I take no offense to your post. It's nice to see someone feel similar to me