And its finals. But I'm worried about this girl who I feel like I've been lying to myself about like "well, it's not love, but I'm keeping her by my side because she likes me and I've missed my oppurtunity and I can't bring myself to do any work, so I'm going to just watch movies about the mafia and continue to have narcissistic delusions/daydreams"

I think amphetamines make the narcissism worse, but they help you sort of pull yourself together, or feel like you have, you know?

Thanks,

Brontoset