things aren't going very well at the moment.. i'm not going to go into detail, but i need some advice or something..

my therapist is on leave for 3 weeks, then she's back for 3 weeks and then she's gone for good.

i'm meant to meet my new therapist tomorrow morning. but i'm terrified of going. i'm actually having nightmares about it and waking up crying. i know it will be harder to go and see her if i don't go tomorrow... i'm just not sure if i can make myself..

i don't know what to do..