I know I don't have long to go, but it's been a terrible weekend. I recently took a leave of absence from work to help me get better faster and I'm currently in an intensive outpatient program. I started the Thursday before last and the two weekends have been hard. I finally started opening up in group on Wednesday after starting a mood stabilizer and upping my dosage of effexor to 75 mg. I've had a hard time even getting out of bed but I'm staying with my mother who made me get up a few times. I've been in excruciating pain when I get up. Any recommendations on how I can make it through next weekend? I've been on antidepressants since April 5th. I'm starting to begin to think I have treatment resistant depression.