I've never been manic. It's why sometimes I doubt my diagnosis. I have two moods: I'm either so far down I can't see up or so irritable and pissy I want to kill everyone around me. Those moods can switch at the drop of a hat but I spend probably 80% of my time completely and utterly depressed and suicidal. When I'm not depressed then I can't sleep at all but have no energy to do anything and EVERYTHING makes me so angry I just...it's a mess
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