Glad to hear that I am not to crazy.for I was begining to doubt my diagnose too. For I am more depressed then anything. never been to depressed to contemplate suicide except for once. now its depression,depression,and more depression.tonight I can't sleep and I hate it. plus I know all to well whet its liketo not know what you want to do from one minute to the next. I still don't understand the manic stage and what it brings to the table. I ama bit confused on that