i am not diagnosed with anything. last time i asked for help was a massive let down. people i trusted to be understanding and helpful weren't.
i fit each point to the letter. LITERALLY. (except i don't do drugs, alcohol, or sex).
my emotions are all over the place. i've been cutting more and more. i leap from one idea to another, and one perspective to another. people i love one day, i can't stand the next.
i am a good student at school, with no uniform or academic problems... but suddenly i act up. i talk back to teachers, am rude, do random things... one teacher even got my main teacher to come and speak with me!

but i don't know how to go on anymore. what can i do? who can i speak to without them letting me down? can i trust anyone? i don't know why i'm still here. i don't want to be here anymore.

i'm out of options....