I didn't do anything to save her either and I told her I'd be there and I wasn't.

The nurse hasn't even emailed back - she isn't sorry at all, she doesn't care one bit - it means nothing to her.
It means a lot to me.

No one even cares she is gone, that I've told - NOT 1 PERSON.

I thought my nurse might have called - but I'm obviously not on her list of priorities - I should probably be thankful she talks to me.

I won't ever get over this.