Yea I agree with AmandaLouise... I don't tend to feel remorse for what my self states do... but then I always feel bad saying that to people, because I deal with people who don't know much about DID, so I'm always fearful they'll point a finger and tell me I'm making up excuses. I always have my therapist, who does deal with DID, help me explain, because I fear they won't listen to me, the measly client. But I've been abused in a clinical setting before, so it may be why I'm so touchy about people believing me.