Up until an intense year long depression last year, I've more often than not swung toward hypomania. They're usually fun for me, except for when they're long lasting, coz then the racing thoughts make convo's hard, train of thoughts are not a train at all which then leads to agitation. And then I get upset with people who sleep, coz sleep is for the weak. I get over stimulated by sights and sounds, which leads to migraines and my anxiety is so sky high I want to crawl out of my skin and I'm just quite beligerent and unpleasant to be around. So yeah, a few days at a time is great, anything longer than a week and THAT'S what I put up with. Idk what my cycle pattern is now tho, been quite stable since January except for a blip last month, where I thought dying would be in everybody's best interest(?) idk wtf that even was