I'm trying to decide if I should tell her about the one time I hurt myself by biting my hand. It didn't bleed but I did bruise a bit and my hand stayed swollen for a few days. It's the only time I've had the urge to hurt myself. If I tell her I'm having thoughts of that she always puts down that I'm showing suicidal tendencies. She knows I won't go into the hospital unless it's absolutely necessary so she always has me sign a safety contract.

I did a depression screening (the same one I do at the psych office) and it showed moderate to severe depression. That explains why I am staying exhausted and have next to no motivation to do anything right now. On the one hand I know I should tell her but on the other hand I don't want her to know because I don't want to deal with nausea that comes with an increase in Wellbutrin.

Being bipolar sucks and is a royal pain in the rear end.