So I've been thinking about meds.

Gerard is right - why would anyone want to lose themselves, to not remember, to be striped back.

People get depressed it's normal - everyone does.
A lot of people get other things.

Now all those other people have a diagnosis and they have a choice of meds or not.

My problem is right there - I have no diagnosis, why give someone medication for a problem they don't have - unless they are trying to shut them up.

That's the 100% truth.