Hi there! I am G!....okay so here is my issue. I am bi-sexual. I have been with one other woman before and it was wonderful. I am happily married for 17 years and my husband knows of my desire for a Dominant woman in my life. It's kind of weird to explain...I want a Mother figure..(not age play) and yet I am a "little" inside a 37 year old body. Based on the way I grew up and the fact that my Mother hated me, and then left me at 4. There was a time that I was perfectly fine living without a Mother, but the older I get the more I want and need a relationship where I am told what to do(providing security and safety) I try to take care of myself, but it is just not as gratifying doing things for myself, and I hate myself for even wanting a Mother at this point. I have tried other forums where they address such issues but my mental issues always get in the way of my desires. My Tigress always shows up with her claws and runs people away. In some ways I feel like I will never be complete inside until I find a Dominant woman who can take me as I am, can handle me and can teach me about the world at large....Is this strange? unhealthy? anyone else feel this way?