Sometimes in my depression, I get to point where I just want to be left alone. Even with my kids, they want to play, and I don't even want to be touched. I get irritable and edgy, agitated and soo depressed. I let the house fall apart and do absolutely nothing. This pisses my husband off because after a long day at work, he wants to come home to a clean house, ya know? So I'm slipping into a depression, it's getting bad and last week my husband chews me out, big time. He takes my @$$ and hands it right to me. So the next day I get up and force myself to be productive. I clean house big time and even shower, eventhough all of it seems 20x more of a chore than normal. He acknowledges my effort and thanks me, And I realize that at the end of the day, I'm still depressed but at least I don't feel guilty about how lazy I was that day and be even more depressed because of it. Like, "Well at least I did the dishes!" Every little bit counts. As for not deciding what to do, try practicing some mindfulness. Pick something, like sitting in the sun for example, and think about all your senses. What do you hear? Smell? Feel? Even taste? Take a deep breath and think about how good the sun feels on your skin, etc. Take a look at the little things. They all add up to something bigger! Hope this helps somewhat.