I don't think I'm depressed. I was a few days ago, but Wellbutrin got me back on track. However, I can never stop feeling lonely and empty. I always need to text or email people. Kind of as an affirmation that I mean something to someone.
I have no motivation at work either. I have some work to do, but get by with the bare minimum. I am on a hamster wheel and not seeing much of a purpose...
So, I'm just going along with things. But a bit pointless. When I'm distracted, I don't notice these things. But when I have some time for my brain to just be, these feelings come to me